This is it.
As promised over a year ago, this will be the final post for this blog. The reasons for this are primarily:
- I think it has reached a point where I am saying many of the same things over and over, only differently. Not useless, but less than ground breaking.
- It is time for ME to move on, which has been one of the underlying themes as well.
I figured the last day of the year would be a good time to make the change, but one thing led to another, and I couldn’t get it done. So here we are. It is not easy. I like doing this, but, in addition to the reasons above, I don’t really have time for it anymore.
My plan a year ago was to work through all of the posts I had in a draft state to get them online before signing off. I failed. Just like what happens in life, time caught up and I didn’t get everything done I wanted to do. There are dozens still sitting incomplete. I have decided to let them go. I’m not a big fan of symbolic actions because I think they ultimately don’t work. We know we’re doing it symbolically, which belies our sincerity and speaks as much to a need for drama. Show business can be powerful, but the power is often fleeting. All of that is true in this case as well. So…I’m not suggesting I will not write again. Only that it’s time for this blog to rest in peace.
On the occasion that I go back and read previous posts I am at once astounded and proud of how good and insightful some of them are, and also disappointed at how incomplete or lacking in any innovative thinking others are. To the astute reader, I have revealed a lot here, about myself, and human nature in general.
It was never for anyone but me. I never promoted it or cared how many people looked on. It’s simply my art, and started as a way to get some basic thoughts down. Something about writing things down codifies them, forcing the writer to think rationally in complete sentences and to ground statements and feelings. A worthy exercise, and one I think I got better at over the seven years of posts.
It evolved, as I knew it would, though I found myself surprised at how it evolved. I don’t know how obvious it is, but there was actually a turning point in the nature and presentation of the subject matter. It would be interesting to bring someone in to read through it all to see if that stands out. It’s blatantly obvious to me when I read many of the posts before and after that time. It happened over a number of months, but began here (not coincidentally, that post is the most linked to throughout the rest of the blog, barely beating this one.), and began to get momentum here. Life changes, sometimes in ways that there is no undo button for.
As a sort of farewell gift, I offer up my top 50 favorite posts (not already linked elsewhere in this one), which was an agonizing process that probably wasn’t worth the time it took, especially since the list would likely be different if I did it again next week. I hope that for those who come along later, this might get you started with what’s behind the scenes here. In chronological order…
- Common Sense
- If the Voltage Gets High Enough…
- Boundaries
- Start by Doing a Good Job
- Religion and Politics
- Hierarchy of Money
- Science Has a PR Problem Too
- Policies
- Brass Tacks
- Battle of the Unknown
- Compromise
- Love Will Find a Way
- Get Comfortable Being Uncomfortable
- The Curse of Perseverance
- Love and Trust
- I See Dead People
- Serendipity
- Dedication
- The Drain of Friction
- The Value of Images
- What Life Really Is
- Ideal World
- The Chosen Ones
- Forgive
- A Metaphor for Life
- The Result of Answers
- Creativity
- In the Flesh
- Move Past Go
- The Pretty Girl Gets Kissed
- A Beautiful Story
- Hope is Not a Strategy
- Morality
- Caged
- Free Will is Fake
- Burning Ships
- Blind Spot
- Delusions
- Why Love Wins
- Strength
- One Step
- Trust, the Hidden Part
- Probability: Facts, Statistics, and Reality
- Changes
- Pride and Face
- Comfort
- Atheism: Instrumental versus intrinsic
- Reasons or Excuses
- New Information
- The Opposite of Success
- Bonus: the whole Happiness series
And here are a few random facts.
- The most visitors to the blog in one day was on 1/6/2015, after this post.
- 2015 was the busiest year for visitors, with 2011 close behind.
- 2015 also has the most published posts, at 81.
- Nearly 2,000 unique people visited the blog throughout 2015.
- After the United States, Germany had the most visitors.
- The most viewed page, by far, was the home page.
- The most looked at post was this one, followed by this. It appears traffic to the site was more influenced by my use of a couple of popular terms people search for than the actual content of the blog. Humbling, though not surprising.
- The longest time gap between when an entry was started and when it was actually completed and posted was 56 months.
- There are almost 1,000 comments posted across the 493 blog entries.
- There are over 22,000 comments not posted, as they marked as spam. Unfortunately some of those are/were legitimate comments. I never got to sorting them all out. Sorry about that.
- There were 520 images posted over the course of the blog. The images are very important, and often contained additional information/meaning.
To quote a friend, “It’s time.” I could drone on about all that I’m thinking as the final letters get typed, and the unused material gets trashed, but it’s a frivolous delay of what I have decided.
It’s a lot like life. Time runs out while we still have things on our to do list.
I do have another potential endeavor in the works. If anything gets going on that I may return here to leave a trail of bread crumbs to it.
And with that, I bid you adieu.
All the best,
David Stewart